1. |
mantra.
01:42
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Asterisk Underscore...
Asterisk Underscore...
I'm simply
High rollin
I bust like a
car quickie
I'm sickly.
Givin' the real
On a tip-slipping
Burial theory.
To me I guess it was just
My insecurity;
I learned it real early;
Watch as my memories burnin.
As I enter my three-in-the-morning
World still turning;
Threat of a gun instilled
Among my people killed;
Wounded with no solutions
And cut down at will.
Still still
Nigga
Still still.
We must proceed
Mem'ry in mind and a cap peeled;
Lookin forward to finding,
Tryna find our own chill.
When my life felt apart to jazz;
I rebuilt it by putting it in my craft.
They said everything was fair in love and war
Till I dated nam...
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2. |
w8n. [prod. by sulu]
02:26
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Yeah yeah...
ah yeah...
indeed.
Lil Kydd.
sulu.
let's do this...
I'm an artist. I cough up
sharpies, pencils, copics and blicks
Blocking
all the paths of access into the River Styx
Collecting
liquids to mix into an automated clip
Then
superimpose some MIDI and sell for about a quid
Spitting.
rhymes at a Kwanzaa party
"Habari Gani"
goes the crowd
I respond with
"Imani"
That's Swahili for faith
the likes of which are tested
Lest I
finish my set and I lay my sights upon this young lady
she peeped me for a minute sayin
Follow me upstairs baby...
I've been lonely for a minute lately.
I oblige...
Then the littlest twinkle of curiosity
In her oculuar
Follows me all between the rifts
Over the audio clips
Slipping into the cracks and crevices in my mental
Up the stairs, into the bedroom
My bed got no leg room.
She could make me walk a country mile
in a New York minute
Her beauty infinite
For her I spit it
Cadenzas, sonnets, and limericks
(No gimmicks)
Been a sucker for love ever
(since I was invented)
But I
(feel like spending my nights alone)
I need to
(Give you a little more space to grow)
And if
(I don't wanna be around anymore)
Then I... I...
(I'm through, giving up... I)
But I
(feel like spending my nights alone)
I need to
(Give you a little more space to grow)
And if
(I don't wanna be around anymore)
Then I... I...
(I'm through, giving up got to go...)
We're not sexing. Though intercourse is intellectual
Not yet spiritual
But she could turn me into a specter
Use minutes of my here and now to check in on her
now and again
she sweeter than now and laters
So I hate to
Give her up but I have to
Got a backpack and a
Dream
Still an underground
But I can't get nabbed up
Not now
The affairs of the heart got me
feelin kinda down
And I can't trust you. But I love you
But love ain't nothing but a
Word or a sin
With a verb and a pen
I shy away
From another bae
for another day
Gone in the wind
Yup, gone
yet again
There are better things
To burden yourself in
Than the scars
And reminders
Don't get blinded
To the point that you're sayin that you'll never love again
I can't love you now
But I'll love you later
It's up to you if you wanna wait
But
Until the day Im'ma chase the paper
Until the day Im'ma chase the paper
But I hate to...
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I'm a walking cog optimistic
off the blistered wrist of women
Cognizant of positive
Acknowledgin the pro-b-lems
The opposite of tolerant I'm
Bothered when you
Try to say I'm whinin but
I'm not within the
Jurisdiction judgin just a misconception
Maybe (maybe)
Who knows, perhaps I'm crazy, but...
...It appears the scars and gashes in my noggin
With the artfulness
has been
transformed to dirt upon my moccasins
As if the damage on my
psyche isn't much but then
I track it all around me dirt upon my carpet yeah we walked in sin
And I emerge a newer man shrouded in the darkness...
Dim lights, no sound
Then suddenly the street light hits me
I been here for a long time
...Here for a long, long time
Been slave to the grind as usual
But if the crew sees me
If any one of you see me
Wanna ask how I be
Sure enough
I stand on my own two feet
Everything's peachy~
Sharp eyes couldn't be more keen
I be
Sitting in the middle of the road
With the cloud overhead
And the moon and the stars don't gleam
What's loneliness? (Whaaaaat?)
What's solitude? (Whaaaaat?)
But a check and a pen
And a dream
and a scheme
and a wallet full of air
and a prayer
and a sack full of decent intentions?
Pursuing the gold
No heart no soul in a stone cold case
Like I'm C-3
I be ridin the highway to hell
And all of my other niggas steady fighting for the free seat
No flex
But the wizard is said to deliver the bread like I'm Kiki
Palmer...
y'know I gotta spell it out
For the kids and the cats in the back seats
Mind bend and the gentleman
Putting two gangstas next to each other say GG
Been workin myself to the marrow
Lean in fatigue
Inner peace what I'm seeking
And I ain't finna get it
When I'm chasin companions
A chance in the pants see
You ain't my type
My mind's in between two alt keys
y'Backslash
Better back up off me
Lil mama givin me lip
But you ain't finna gloss me
stuck up in the crack so you can't even floss me
Your gaze would paralyze me till I ain't talkin
But the mind still work
That's Stephen Hawking
We rolling
Two wheelin, back heeling
No I didn't mean to hurt your feelings
Due to the lack of sleep and leaf I'm peelin
Back the layers of my conscience
Nigga revealing
The pain of another lover
Gonna tint my vision (x4)
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5. |
y. [interlude]
01:44
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6. |
away. (feat. Oliv Blu)
01:34
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(poetry by Naudia Williams)
They fade in and out of memories to forget the blood shed of this week. They celebrate with broken spirits and hallow solo cups
Enchanted by the witch of the city who whisk winds into her throat
Their feet work almost as fast as God
But they haven't spoken to him in so long
They drink until Lake Erie runs dry
They bop until the cops come shooting
Or which ever comes first
They dive into the juke of the music
Forgetting the alleyways they go home to
They juke, they work, they bob
And weave out of traffic
Their souls lean into syrup to be digested by yesterday's regrets
They're here to break backs and bread with a community of fatherless children
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What rotten cotton picking luck
the
Pigs done broken
Into my
Car
Searching for
Ducks
Yuck
And if they find the roach I'm going smokeless
What's the worth of looking a hipster for a cop not your opponent?
You don't wanna mess with the hash slinging slasher
Turned ash flicking rapper
Flip your cap back like Ash Ketchum.
Make like an ashtray and pass seconds
I've been setting fire to Auburn logs of Autumn since I passed Gresham
Driving by your corner with a buckwheat finger wag
Cuff linked grip attached to
Green filled dinner bag
Silver on the sidewalk
Red kool aid on the pavement
Don't avoid your payments
Either pay up or Payless
People understand the struggle more when you party less
Eyes caught em slipping like your tee-tee in a party dress
Bad form
Merlin couldn't handle none of Artie's mess
Hit me on my side-brick-pager
Black in, black out call it a Darth Vader
They can drop you off at the corner around the way up
The moon is still afloat in the distance
My nigha, stay up
five at the door we charge the women at two
Speakers inside of the function bumpin outside on the stoop
Now if the cops break us up then
There ain't a thing we can do.
But if the neighbors call our parents then we stashing the loot.
Shouts to the plug for the evening
He came from south of the loop
Let's split the wad into cabbage
Let's split the cabbage in groups
We came around here on that perfect cell
Don't come back on majin buu
Call it Cell Jr for reasons
Cause the Blue won't swallow you
So I'm told...
enough with the transit talkin
We're fitting the mass of three classes inside this man's apartment.
We ain't talkin taebo
And we ain't talkin Kindergarten
There are three bedrooms that are prime for the smashing
Thumbs up. We paid for the setup
It's time to get cracking
Like the blackest of baguettes baked with some drugs and molasses
I know you got em with looks
And I got em with bars
They find me mysterious
It's they who play me the part
Your chest doesn't just make
Eye contact hard
Riding so crazy that I'm goin off the handlebars
airs on my body got a nigga lookin Avatar
...
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*scat
Aster Under
Sugar-spice
Rum and coke
Love and hate
Day and NyQuil
Coffee-cream
Homewood-Flossmoor
Wicked 'Nam
Weed in bibles
Caps in black folk
CAPS and black folk
Alcoholic
Thought he might go
Brother was
Father was
Father was
Break the cycle
Breaking bikes and snapping tires
Dragging axles
On the back of a wanted flyer
City want me
Box want me
Moving keys
McCoy Tyner
Hell's Kitchen
Tom's diner
One ear open
Slow drivin
See the lack written all over the
cat like a bad grade
Giving the signal
People wildin
2000
Hazel Crest
Buncha lames
Still be dem vets
Vets to dogs
And domestic pets
Lost run it
Water wet
304s
In 708
312
3.7
GPA
CTA
Evening Pace
Night sessions
I-I-I-I
I'll go Coleman
if you test me
short like Gary
fly like Bessie
More sick than hospital smell
When I'm all up in your grill
Lookin fried as hell...
(Ummmm)
Sipping the chai tea
On the kick
(What)
equivalent of the
lean and the brick
I'm a troll hidin
under the bridge with a
stick and I'm makin a nigga
crease like I'm Chris
That's shout to Crack
Smart shoppers
Teavana done
hurt my posture
Sippin leaf
Smokin leaf
Steaming leaf
Packing pasta
Don't know where's your
hands have been
Then you can't lay no
Digits on us
I'm with them trees
Wish a nigga wood
And it's still a wonder
That a 'nig ain't pop'lar
(I wonder if they got that.)
Like, why?
See all this work I been puttin in, sir?
(They don't see it.)
I don't even care tho, I ain't trippin
*harmonize
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15. |
6am[merch.]
02:23
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Merch...
Merch...
(Eugh...)
Watch this anomaly trek the Earth
Practicing
crackhead economics
The phonics in
nothing but King's
English
The pig
Latin
hadn't
had me
distinguished from
John.
and it's hard to be holding gold
When your country elects a leprechaun
Merch
(Eughhh...)
One of these days you'll find us chilling in them rental cars
Some get there by pushing twenties,
I do extra pullin cards
We used to rock the crazy frames and the good woods
Now I'm decked in the purple
Jazz it up like I'm Shug
I've been moving in L's
That's Lost in your neighborhood
don't know jack about him
but you know
the lil' boy can spell good
That's back when a nigga was getting carded for swishers
A wizard been flipping his scripts every single December
I'm got my toes spreaded and knees bent for your heaviest hitters
A heavenly rhetoric leatherneck got napkins for dinner
I'm focused on eatin but
Not necessarily getting bigger
Who'd you rather to rap when the beat
Got back like Brazilian
...That's Dem Franchise Boys
Like a snap decision
Hit the nae nae on your ashes
And destroy a food pavilion
I'm ravenous
I'm not the happiest camper...
(I'm not...)
(Stay away from me.)
(K-killas can't touch it
N-Now they givin me dap.)
That's how it goes,
you mix some Kydd in your drink
This for them moms who wash their kids in the sink
Up in the kitchen draw them squiggles on this nigga he stink
Them poisonous points in the penmanship poised for attack and never defense
Up in the land of them wooden fences
They thought my trifling nature was gone
We in them divots and alleys beckoning ancestors home
While all our neighbors focused on appearances and
That's middle finger to any
committee member
complainin about my
mama lawn
Knock knock and that nigha gone
Not sure just what plane I'm on
But it ain't the
place that I was
born
merch...
Like money-out-pocket merch.
(Dice on the ground, bet.)
Shirt on your back merch.
(Money ain't down, bet)
Like pinkie promise, merch.
(Gimme your word and bet)
Just being honest, merch.
(Look, but don't touch the merch.)
Now I ain't certain, merch
...now I ain't certain, merch
...And now my feelings hurt, like
...And they said that the kiddie can't rap
(K-killas can't touch it
N-Now they givin me dap.)x3
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When you're smoking more than you're fapping, then it's a problem (x3)
...
A wizard tryna get paid
Homies ain't readin scriptures
and they tryna get saved
Everyone using SoundCloud
And they all want them plays
They all got their own homies
That they see every day
Imma be super anti-social when I'm reachin a K
The pointed fingers and caps are for all the people that left
The McDonald's and
Wendy's jobs are for the
people that stayed
Why I'm too busy to sleep?
How can a homie get laid?
Ladies want the human connection when the cable is frayed
I live in a tiny town that causes ruckus over anything
Saw line of niggas rioting to get some Krispy Kreme
...
Any man with a gram in his pocket's a fiend
Any kid with rebellion inside his heart has a scheme
People addicted to drama
It makes their lives interesting
You tryna better yourself
Sounds rather bourgeois to me
Don't hate a nigga
just the way
God put the leaves in my tea
...I done smoked so much weed that the weed can tolerate me
Find me in your Metra.
Eyes lookin hella slumped
Chillin with your girl
With the brilliant set of
Lady lumps
She gon' get the curve of the century like it's Forrest Gump
Put that on a stack of holy documents and Shonen Jumps
...
Got me missing transfers and bus stops
At nighttime in a city that I don't even know about
In a place where I could get tried for wearing these dreadlocks
In a car full of shivering niggas throwing them 'bows out
this wizard less prominent
When he standing alone
Either Imma be famed and single
Or taken and broke
and the beauty of it is I could
curse her existence
every poem
And I doubt she would read a single word that I wrote
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18. |
8am(live!)
03:10
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t's like steel to bricks to white picket fences to sticks to grass to dirt to mud
Bud
Pockets of civilization
Sprinkled and seasoned about the nations
Spot the difference and obey it
If the hood is wild then what is the wild?
Nature (x3)
High rollin
And bustin a
car quickie
I'm sickly
Givin the real
On a tip-slipping
Burial theory
And I guess it was only
My insecurity
I learned it real early
Watch as the memory burnin
As I enter my three in the morning
World still turning
Threat of a gun instilled
Among people killed
Wounded with no solution
And cut down at will
Still still
Nigga
Still still
We're to proceed
Mem'ry in mind and a cap peeled
Lookin forward to finding,
Tryna find our own chill
Im'ma need someone to tell me how is a nigha to live (x4)
--
When my life felt apart to jazz
I rebuilt it by putting it in my craft
They said everything was fair in love and war
Till I dated Nam
Then she broke my heart
Leaving my demeanor in scars
Hiding my feelings
In the middle of written and rhythm and bar
I chill in the yard
Sunshine
creeping into my vision
I go blind
And I look at the time
I'm escaping the
nine making it
in by nine...
I see my brethren's name over the
pavement
Paper chasing
Too many lost to be
complacent
Maybe lately
I've been adjacent to snakes and gators
Baiting a predator
Better summon a medic
The rhetoric is equivalent to
Methamphetamine regimen
Mixed with a
pack of the tea
And se-ve-ral doses of Ritalin
Skittle and m&m's
Like a homosexual
slim shady
Crack babies
Calling my rhythm
improper medicine
Wesley Snipes,
lose the fade
half of the melanin
Hanging with feminine
Chillin playing the fire
em-bl-em and I
figure I ain't
got me a
care I could give
Imma need someone to tell me how is a nigga to live? (x3)
(juke)
(Cymbal)
--
I used to fear love
Then became indifferent
The eyes of those I that I called
brother had
squinted at me
Look at the foolish in they feelings
We pointing, laughing
Mark of the friend or
Mark of the beast
Walking among em in the darkness
then I see
People in wide arrays
Plain faced
None of em friends none of em enemies
And then I see em
Burying bodies and pouring the memories women and men drowning in Hennessy
And then I see em
Gather in numbers against one another
Communities filled with contempt and negative energy
Division among us and yet I'm
helping a nigga to eat (x4)
I used to chase girls
Named after the promised land
And young women named after buildings and western capitals
But now a grown man
I solidified my own two feet
Inside of the earth and
I claimed it for what my passion is
Same I receive
of the lord
whether I'm bond or free
So I love everyone always
unconditionally
(Asterisk Underscore)
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19. |
Lil Kydd!? Hazel Crest, Illinois
The trenchcoat wizard, J Saturn, Member and Co-founder of Lost in 312, the Asterisk Underscore theorist Lil Kydd.
Alternative Rapper, Poet, Musician, Producer, Artist, Graphic Designer.
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